I'm sick again. I haven't been to work for 2 days, because of a very painful sore throat and fever. Still taking medicine, but panadol does no help to my fever... It only reduces my fever to a few degrees, and after a certain period of time, the fever temperature is back again. And my throat still hurts the same, since Thursday morning. >< And it's Sunday today!!! What the heck am I supposed to do tomorrow?

I need to go to work tomorrow. I've been feeling so guilty for not going to work even though I cannot go because I'm sick. Even so, I feel guilty. Why am I sick so often? Argh... need to start exercising more.

My mum says I should not go to work tomorrow. What if my fever breaks out again? I need rest... but what if the fever continues for the day after next even if I rest? Argh. I've never had a fever that lasts for 4 days before.

What should I do? What should I do? What should I do?!

I need to go to work. Tomorrow. But what if I can't?

What if they get tired of me missing so many days of work and want to fire me? Oh my gosh. I'm freaking out. But I always have this as my worst case scenario. And what if it comes true?!

I still can't believe I'm sick. This sucks. I need to get well again! Because of this, all my plans are ruined. This is nothing but trouble.

I'm not supposed to be blogging now but I feel like doing a short post. Haha. On impulse.

I got my cable tv back. I cancelled channel 56 though, because I realise that I don't really watch it, and I don't really like to follow dramas everyday. And they show so little Jdramas. Sigh.

Toma and Ohno craze now. Watching Maou nowadays. I'm hooked on it, because it's so suspenseful and so puzzling. I guess everything will be clear at the last episode. And it's not scary at all, even though there're lots of deaths. And all the characters are great.

Read some translations from magazine interviews with Arashi just now too, and struggling not to laugh out loud.

Imagine going to a fortune teller and being told "You are already dead."
I almost burst out into laughter. Poor Nino. XD

Okay, now I don't know what to write.

Still having my fingers crossed.

Okay, now back to work. Haha.

Hello there, I'm the 6th member of Arashi. Haha. Yes, since Nino once declared Arashi's fans as the 6th member of Arashi. Hehe.

Anyways, I was watching Ohno's solo nowadays, and my gosh, the way he sings and dances. "Rain" was so good. He's unbelievably gifted in JE. Seriously. Possibly the best singer and dancer in the whole of JE. And he does 50 push-ups and 50 sit-ups every night in 2 minutes. Makes me wonder if he's really the kawaii guy who makes me laugh all the time with his words, who puts stocking in his head and disfigure his face, and who looks like he's sleeping in variety shows. Haha. Ohno Satoshi rocks. But Sakurai Sho rocks more. Hehe.

Troublemaker is a great song that motivates every morning. At work I listen to that more than 3 times. And I think of Arashi dancing... haha. They don't dance like professional dancers, but every time they dance, they make me happy. They make me smile. :) It looks like they're happy when they're dancing too. Like they're having fun. That's why I like them so much. ^^ And their songs are always so happy.

I passed my BTT. Yay. Was trembling and was so nervous. Dunno why. Think it's easier than BTE.

Oh, and I finished Autumn Concerto. Hehe. One word to describe: Shiawase. Happiness in Japanese, but I think Shiawase can describe the word "happiness" more... haha. The ending is satisfying to me, and the thing I liked about this drama is that there are plots about other characters, and it's not just focused on the main characters. The last part about the "kidnapping" reminds me about Atashinchi no Danshi. Hehe.

Nothing much to comment on nowadays about my life because my life is so mundane.... haha. Oh, don't try Lipton's caramel tea. It smells super sweet but tastes like plain water.

Having my fingers crossed for... *sigh*

Okay, here's a joke. It's a Super Junior joke (found on my magazine), but it can be a general one. So here goes:

One day, a band went out on a hike. All of a sudden, they tripped and fell off the cliff, and had to hold on to a tree branch to save themselves. However, the branch looked like it will soon break, so one person had to let go and sacrifice himself for the others. The leader immediately volunteered himself, and said, "I am the leader, so I should let go. You all have a bright future in front of you, so you must treasure your lives well. Remember, I can die, but the whole band cannot die!"

What the leader said touched the other bandmates' hearts so much, that they all began to clap their hands...


Okay, did you get that? Sorry, I'm awful at translation, since it was from a Chinese magazine. I hope you get it... They have a lot of SJ jokes on my magazine. If I find any more funny ones, I'll upload it again...


I had to ponder this while listening to songs at work... Am I the only one who actually pays attention to the background music when watching dramas or animes? It seems that most people I know of only notices the theme song, but not the bgm... I notice both, maybe more on bgm, and I always fall in love with at least one bgm from a drama... And then I had the sudden urge to buy or download or own it or even play it... I even went on youtube and every possible website to search for piano scores and all.

I love bgm... especially Jdrama bgm, because they really can get you into the mood of the situation. Without that, you won't be able to cry, or get scared, or whatever. And every time I hear the bgm, I remember the scenes from the drama. It's so nostalgic.

Some of the dramas with really good bgm (in my opinion):

Japanese: Mei-chan no Shitsuji, My Girl, One Litre of Tears (because it's tragic), Kurosagi, and some others which I can't remember... Ryuusei no Kizuna has one that's really nice, and every time I hear it, I remember the scene of Nino in tears saying "Why did you kill them?"... and my favorite scene of Nino shouting. Nino is awesome. XD The Quiz Show 2 has one really nice one, but it's not in the ost and I cannot find it anywhere.

Taiwanese: Autumn Concerto and My Queen. I'm not too sure about others, because I don't watch much Taiwanese dramas... Autumn Concerto has very nice bgm, which I heard yesterday... My Queen as well...


Oh yeah, in the MRT today, I was standing really close to 2 Korean girls chatting to each other. And since I'm really close, I could hear everything they said, but not understand a single word. And then they got louder, so I was a little startled by their loudness, because I was standing too close. But it did help pass the time... listening to something you don't understand, but still sound nice enough. Haha. If only they were Japanese, I might actually know a bit...

I love Sakurap. I love Sakurai Sho's voice. His rap makes me like to listen to more of his rap. Okay, I shall end here before I start more nonsensical sentences.

Until next time, then.

P.S. I am addicted to this English song "Burning" by Maria Arredondo. XD

Okay, this is gonna be a long post.

First, the A-level results. Mine sucked, so I'm not announcing it here. Let's hope I can get into a local university. Shall visit the open houses this weekend

Work today was fine. Loads of typing, but my 26-liner pages take such a long time. Numbers make me dizzy too. But typing was really fun. It's great to be typing the whole day. :) I wore a double jacket today. It was just so cold in the office. I'm thinking of changing my jacket to a thicker one now... haha. The double jacket makes me think of Sakurai Sho's double parka, though my inner one is not a parka. Haha. Let's hope Sho starts another trend. >< He's extremely good at setting trends for unique stuff.

Summary of my China trip:

On the plane, there was no nice movies except the Japanese movie Kaiji. Can't believe I already watched it in Feb even though it will only start showing in Singapore in March. :P It's a darker and more dangerous version of Liar Game, and the Light and L (from Death Note)'s actors are in there, Light's actor as the main character again, Kaiji. It's dark and very exciting, and Kaiji is just really lucky. I was so engrossed in the movie that I could not believe how fast time passed and it was ending soon. The middle part was sad, and terrifying too... and made me really angered as they showed the ugly side of humanity. It's a worthy watch. Nothing happy or comedic though. It's mainly a dark movie.

It was super cold in China, hence it snowed. It's cool to see snow after such a long time, but then after a while I kinda got used to seeing it. We took photos, so they're on facebook.

We (cousin and I) mainly stayed home in China, because we didn't really like visiting relatives. So we watched tons of dramas, especially Japanese dramas. Dramas we watch that are nice include Autumn Concerto (a must-watch! But I haven't finished it yet, so not too sure whether ending will ruin anything), Love Shuffle (it's pretty good, with an unexpected twist at the end. Tamaki Hiroshi, Matsuda Shota, Karina, Yoshitaka Yuriko (my favorite)), Buzzer Beat (one of the best Yamapi dramas, not because of Yamapi, but because of Kitagawa Keiko being pretty and a nice character and Aibu Saki being evil, which makes me like Aibu Saki more).

We tried a Kdrama "You're Beautiful", but never really got past episode 4 or 5, I think, because one episode takes forever to finish, and there are so many misunderstandings that frustrate us, and the gentle and kind guy is destined not to get the girl. So we skipped straight to the ending, the last part of the final episode, and there, we finished the drama. XD I don't think I can get actually get attracted to Kdramas.

Then there's this amusement park, Fanta Wild and Adventure, that we went to. The first ride we went on was super cool, and I hope Singapore's Universal Studios would have this ride. Everyone sit in rows, and then the platform below you vanishes, and you are "sucked into" a movie where you fly around the world. The thing is you don't feel like you're watching a movie, but you feel like you are in the movie, flying right there, and the experience was wonderful. It's hard to express that in words, so it would be better to actually go on the ride itself.

I was all reluctant to try the other rides, but kinda gave in to peer pressure from my cousin. There were two rides that I'm never ever going on again. One that makes you swirl throughout the ride and makes you feel that you're going to fall off the ride. Another one where you are hanging mid-air above all those people who are safe on the ground, and it swooshes down at terrifying speed. Behold the power of gravity, or whatever the experience feels like.

Actually, that's all that is to the whole China trip. Of course, there are smaller happenings, but oh well. If I write, I may never end.


I finally bought the My Girl (the Japanese version, the Aiba Masaki version) dvd. From TS. I was hoping to buy it from Poh Kim, since TS' subtitles suck, but I could not wait any longer. I've been haunting Poh Kim every day to find the dvd since the start of February, and it still hasn't come out now. However, all the other dramas that came out later, already is on sale, like Real Clothes and all. I bought My Girl at a 50% discount, which is quite sad, because such a brilliant drama should not be sold at half-price. Oh well. I have not re-watched it yet, but will soon... and cry over it again. If any parent has Koharu as their child, they're the luckiest parent in the whole world. ><


Okay, that's all... too long a post already.

Watch Kaiji. You will like Fujiwara Tatsuya more.
Watch Alice in Wonderland. It's brilliant. Especially the Mad Hatter. And the Cheshire Cat. *grins*

I think I've gone mad. Gone bonkers. And I'm sure I am not one of the best people in the world. I am seeing things now. My hands and legs have gone numb. My fingers are trembling as they type. I just discussed all the possible methods of death with my friend. I feel like disappearing from this world right now.

To think that stomach flu is hell.... No, this is much worse. I don't think I can even revive myself from this hell this time.

If I don't blog for more than a week or so, you can probably guess what happened.